Done with Trial SPM. I am freaking nervous and very scared with the result. I feel like I don't want to see the teachers of all subjects. I don't want to bump into them. I wish tomorrow is the holiday so that we don't have to come to school and I will not have the chance to meet them.
You ask me why? You probably know the answer already.
The examination is killing me inside. Do Trial has to be that hard? yeah, maybe it's just me who being overreacted but seriously the questions are not what I expected to be out in the Trial. Why I couldn't answer the questions properly. Why why and why. I almost cried when answering Add Math's paper 1! some of the questions are quite ridiculous, don't you agree with me my friends?! Lucky that I could still hold my tears at school.. -_-
I don't even dare to see their faces. I feel like I have made sooo many mistakes to them. Thinking that they might be upset with me when marking my answer sheets tear my heart into pieces. I know that they will be disappointed with me even if they don't make it obvious in front of me. I just know.
I'm ready to hear what they want to say. I have decided i will take their words as lessons. After all, those things will pass. If I'm afraid to face tomorrow, it means I'm afraid to see the future.
Anyhow, i still can't let go of this horrible feeling though. May Allah ease me tomorrow and may my result will be good. Amin.
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