These Two

Hello! It's been a long time I have been away. Now I come back with a new start and lots of stories to be told. Don't know how to begin, really.

Anyway, since today is Saturday, meaning it's weekend and my friends tell me they want to go out so I just "yessss I want to join you!" Hehe :D

I hang out with these two. Aliya and Ain who have never failed to make me laugh until my stomach hurts. They always have something funny, random and interesting to share. And I love to listen to them. Hehe

Thank you Allah for blessing me with these two kind of friends. They are hard to find, much probably ones in a billion in this world. Thank you for being my friends until now!

Xoxo

Happy Mother's Day

I was sitting on my bed when all of a sudden, the thoughts of my mom came across my mind. I felt like we haven't talked to each other for a while. The last time we were on the phone was last week, as far as i could remember. At that time, I remembered that yesterday was Happy Mother's Day so at least i should call her to wish her Happy Mother's Day, Cik! I felt so happy and was very grateful that i called her just to wish it. :') i know, this daughter of yours has never done it before(wishing you Happy Mother's Day) because i am a shy shy person(stiil and always?) But that doesn't mean I don't love you..

I miss you, Cik. I miss you so much. I love you. There's nothing in this world that could replace you. For all the things you have done to me.. my love for you will stay the same and I truly pray that Allah swt will grant you Jannah, Cik.

Giving in

There comes a day where everything goes wrong. You can't see your faults or maybe their faults. People don't treat you the way you treat them. You keep thinking to yourself, did I do something wrong to them but it seems like you can't find the answer. At this moment, you feel nothing but frustrated. But if I were in this kind of situation, i will find somebody to express my feelings because we need somebody to lean on. If i can't get somebody's shoulder to lean on, having ears that are ready to hear my words are more than enough.

"Don't worry. It's going to be okay."
"I know you are strong enough to face it. Don't be too weak."
"Giving in.. you need to do that to someone you love."

The last words are words that would change me totally. Giving in. I'm trying to give in not because I'm weak, it's because I care.