Nothing like them

Done with the interview. I gave all the best i could and leave the rest to Allah. I know if i am accepted, that means i am fated to be there but if i'm not, that means Allah has better plans for me. So, there's nothing i should be worried about right? :)

People around me really support me and they think i can do it. They believe i will be accepted.. so much confident they are. Their wishes really touched my heart. So pure and sincere. They really want to see me succeed in the future, knowing that my dream is always that one; haven't changed and never will.

Family. Irreplaceable. How can you not love them?

5 years and counting

We knew each other since we were in primary school but we were not close. On the first year of high school, we happened to sit next to each other in the class. I call her S. As the times passed, we became close and we decided to sit next to each other every year. That means, we had become companion for 5 years. I enjoyed our time when we were together and surely she felt the same thing too, don't you S?

I felt different when she was not around me. I felt incomplete. Clichè but it's the truth. Everyone could sit next to me but i could still feel your absence. As far as i could remember, we barely fighted with each other. We never got into a quarrel because of a big misunderstanding. The only thing i could remember, we enjoyed each other company and we never bored of it every single day of school.

Many things had happened to you and me back then, but i will never get tired to stick by your side. You were always there to help and encourage me whenever i need it the most. I love to hear your stories and you never fail to make me laugh. Truly, i am one of lucky people to have met you and become your friend.

Although the school years had gone by, i will forever miss your company, your presence, your smile, your stories and everything that makes me remember of you.

P/s : i have interview for ipg tomorrow but am so lazy to read what i supposed to read so here i am, writing a short story instead. Brilliant, right? -_-

It's OK

I feel a lot better now. Past few days, i feel so insecure. I feel like i'm the worst among them all. Useless, hopeless and everything that ended with less. When i look at other people, they can do it so good but me? I don't think i can even pass. Dang. That's how easy i am to give up, to lose the spirit.

I used to be zero but i am making progress. I could say i'm at 5 now if i compare to what i used to be. I am more than happy! I used to hate it and still but it's lessen i guess.. i just hope i can do better and by the time comes, i can do it perfectly.

For now, i'm trying to learn to love what i hate. I know it's not easy but no harm trying, right?

Notetoself-time shall pass!