Late

I think i was born to be late in everything. *cries* Seriously, if i remember one by one event in my life, it would be obvious that i am late in anything i do. While everyone at my age was already riding bicycle here and there, i was just learning how to ride it. Can't you see it?!

It doesn't stop there. It haunts me again. This time is nothing different. My friends ride motorcycle to anywhere they could and I can only watch from far. i have promised to myself that i will learn to ride motorcycle and yes, i have to fulfil it. I just learn it from my brother past week. I tried to ride it for real! Never once i did it in my life. Of course i could not do it perfectly yet but let's give me a chance. Insyaallah i can ride better and get the licence! Yippie!

Anyway, i have figured out that the only reason why i could hardly do it is because of the fear. Fear of this, fear of that. When you are feared of something, you have low confidence of yourself and that will result in your performance. May the fear go away soon.