Last Thursday was a big day for ex form 5's students as they received their SPM's result. Though i was not one of them, i could feel the feeling. The feeling when getting the result. I knew i would cry right at that moment if i did not achieve what i wanted for so long.
It freaked me out. I feel like i'm too far from my goal. My journey is still far. Such a long way to go and i'm still here.. I'm working slowly and slowly to reach there.
On the way back from tuition, i had a really awkward moment. Yes, for me! So this is the story. My brother decided to stop at a burger stall to buy some and of course i want too. So he stopped the car beside the road near the stall. I stayed in the car while my brother went to buy the burger.
Then, I glanced at an old woman with two kids who were sitting on a mat below the 'wakaf'. Nothing came across my mind at that moment. So, i just ignored them. Suddenly, after a few minutes, something popped in my head. My mind started to go here and there. I asked myself these questions while watching the old woman and two kids.
'why they are here?'
'why they don't go home?'
'did her children neglect her and leave their kids with her?'
'it must be hard for her'. Her children are so mean.'....
Later, my brother got into the car and i immediately asked him, "why do that woman and that kids stay here?". I continued, "don't they have home?" he replied, "she is my friend's mother in-law who is selling this burger. They come here to accompany them."
And i went ooohhhhh. Thank Allah my abang didn't know what i rambled about them before.
End the story.
XOXO
Tomorrow will be the first class after school and be continued on Monday and Thursday. I will face the same routine again after two years. The only different is this year i attend tuition. So that's it. Going to school, stayback for the afternoon class from 2p.m. to 4p.m., back home and go to tuisyen on the night and finally doze off.. It's nothing much actually since i have experienced these before. I only hope i can juggle between homeworks and study. I must say i'm pretty afraid of myself right this moment. I'm trying my best to study hard at the same time cherish the moment i have..
Anything for SPM..
After having chemistry extra class around 12.30 p.m.(need to learn more about alkana, alkena and so on!), i went home and took a rest. An hour later, i got ready to go to school again to attend a programme at UMT and finally went home at about 6 p.m.. Tired huh?
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Today we had the closing ceremony of Let's Talk Let's Go Global programme. For your information, this programme started on June last year until December. The main objective was to enhance english communication skills among students. And that is one of the reasons why i'm blogging in english. You know what, the thing that makes me feel happy when attending ceremony in UMT is the gift given to the guests. Haha. I loved how they always managed to give us notebook apart from their magazine. :D
All in all, i had such a tiring day but i still felt the fun. I love taking pictures especially with lovely friends! XD
