Forte

As I'm growing up, i rarely participated in sports. Well, if i ever did, it mostly because i had to. You know, when the teacher was so hopeful you would take part, you just couldn't say no. I would feel bad for them if i turned down their request.

Sometimes i think i just good at nothing. Sports hate me. Sports and i will never get along. In conjunction of 1M 1S (1Murid 1Sukan), my school has organised a few kind of sports including netball, football and badminton. So i decide to enter netball competition. It's only opened to students of form 1, 2 and 4 since form 3 and 5 students are getting near to their big examination so they shouldn't be bothered with this activity (work hard guys!)

Today is the day. The day i take part in netball as WD(i don't even know what WD is) in first game but end up being the 'scoreboard girl', they say. Whatever it is. I enjoy doing my job though. *clap hands*

No matter how much i try, i know i will not be able to play sports well. Sport is really not my forte. I just have to accept the fact.

Anyway, congratulations 4AA. You all made it! i swear you guys are super amazing in my eyes. No one can beat you all!

Afraid or what?

Dear my blog,

Sorry for not keeping in touch with you for such a long time. You know, i really really miss to blog.. *shed tears*

My third examination has just ended last Monday. Examination has always haunted me. Sigh. It's not really an examination, it's more like a test actually. Eventhough it is just Sumatif 3 Test, i worked hard as i think i'll lose nothing if i just giving my best. Instead i would feel regret if i don't work hard. At least, that's what i think.

I stucked in some papers but i think it's okay. I keep telling myself, "it's not the final exam, you should be feeling fine about this" . Crap. It doesn't work. I still feel worry about it. I may look fine but deep down anxiety conquers me. My feelings are all mixed up. My heart keep saying, "only if..." *cry*

I won't be fine until all the papers are in my hands! Be it good or bad, i will accept it.

Till then, bye!