Hope and Faith

Pheww. February has been so 'kind' to me. Since now I am the student of form 4, I try to not too stress over school stuffs. I mean, the homework. I keep telling myself, I have to be active this year. At least, enter one competition would be enough for me. At least.

So, for now, I take part in two competitions. They are Forum Remaja and Pantun. As for Forum Remaja, im just the reserve one along with my friend. But for Pantun, I am officially take part in it. Speaking of Pantun, I have never entered this kind of competition. I have no idea how it is going to be like. Im just, wanna have some experiences. Im just too pasive before this so why not I take this chance, right? Well, opportunity only knocks once. I might not have this chance in the future.

And for next week, I will have an examination. Not the real examination actually. Just consider it as an introduction for form 4 students. Hey, good luck for me!

Happy Birthday

I know we haven't seen each other for a long time
As the time flies, you might forget me here
You might love me less or to make it worse, you might not love me at all now
I'm sorry for rarely keeping in touch with you
But I just want you to know
That I love you
For being the first person to call me Cu Ain
For being my first niece
I'm so glad to see you now growing healthier
Be a good kakak to your little sister
I will always love you
No matter what happens,
No matter how far the distance could be between you and me
You will always be my sweetheart
Happy Birthday Farah Hannah

Broken Art

Never thought Pendidikan Seni would be 1 of 10 subjects that I have to learn this year. I don't get it why that subject is in Pure Science package. I almost change my mind to change the class. No. It's not that I hate that subject. I just don't like it that much. I know my capability. I'm not really good at drawing. I'm so jealous with those who good at drawing. They are lucky. It makes me sad sometimes, thinking what will happen to me in future and thinking how my SPM result will be.. 

By hook or by crook, I have to be a good artist. 

 

Thanks to my sister and her husband for being my saviour. 

maaf cikgu, Ini je yang saya mampu buat

 

A Beginning

Who expects I would still be here
I'm not going anywhere
Though sometimes I feel like I want to escape from everybody
Though sometimes I just want to forget everything
But yes, I cannot deny that this place is amazing
It taught me so many things
It gave me so many things to remember

Yeah, it is just another new beginning of my life.