Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Hello, December!

Assalamualaikum.

Sebenarnya tak tahu nak post apa kat blog ni tapi dari kelmarin hati ni rasa macam nak menulis je. Aku takde main point apa pun dalam post ni jadi aku akan tulis apa je yg aku nak kali ni. Oh ya, wajah blog bertukar lagi. This time, clean and clear. Not too fancy and not too boring. Sedang2 je. Template ni je yg buat aku rasa confident nak tukar. Hehe.

Entah apa je yg aku buat dalam tempoh cuti ni. Memang obvious aku enjoy gila cuti kali ni(cuti tahun lepas pun sama je perangai aku, enjoy tahap maksimum) aku baru belajar Addmath bab 1, tajuk Janjang Aritmetik ke pebende tah. Tu pun tak abis pun lg. Ingat nak sambung balik tapi entah la bila. Aku rasa kawan2 aku mesti dah byk belajar, siap pegi tuisyen. Salute ah korang. Aku ada je bgtau ayah nak pegi tuisyen tapi mcm biasa, perkara tu dibiarkan berlalu. Aku malas dah nak bgtau byk2 kali. Hmm.

Aku tak buat lesen motor tahun ni. Tak pernah seumur hidup aku bawak motor. Nasib baik lah cik dan ayah aku tak marah sebab aku tak ambik. Tapi cik bgtau aku walau macam manapun tetap kene buat lesen kereta. Yes mom, i will. Aku pun taknak susahkan orang pada masa depan. Of course, I wanna have my own car and ride on my own in the future. :)

Anyway, hello, December!

Saturday, November 16, 2013

The Very Last Great Holidays

Hi!

Been away from here about a month, i guess? Always wanted to post something here but i don't know what to write. To be completely honest, my life has nothing special to be shared in blog. That's why i keep myself away from here. Enough with that introduction. (I keep being poyo these days. Please bear with me.)

But, one of the best parts in my life of course the school holidays! Come on, everyone loves holidays isn't it? For me, holidays mean i can put myself at rest, take my mind off school stuffs, enjoy the things i love and most important of all, don't have to go to school! Haha. But this is my definition when i was a kid back then. Now holidays mean having lot of homeworks to be done, revise the subjects, attend extra classes and many many things. So contras right? But that is the truth that you have to face. Eventually, you can cope with it. You will cope with it.

And this year, i am having the very last great holidays. Well, not really a holiday since i have to come to school once in a while for english drama's preparations. Plus, the homework that i have to submit next year. But yeah, people say enjoy while it lasts right? So i'm going to enjoy my holidays to the utmost!

It's crazy how fast time actually flies. I felt like yesterday i just set up my blog. I felt like yesterday i entered the class as one of the form 4 Al-A'laa's students. Now it's only a  month before the new year begins!

Well, well, well, i'm gonna sit for SPM on 2014. Does this even make sense?

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Forte

As I'm growing up, i rarely participated in sports. Well, if i ever did, it mostly because i had to. You know, when the teacher was so hopeful you would take part, you just couldn't say no. I would feel bad for them if i turned down their request.

Sometimes i think i just good at nothing. Sports hate me. Sports and i will never get along. In conjunction of 1M 1S (1Murid 1Sukan), my school has organised a few kind of sports including netball, football and badminton. So i decide to enter netball competition. It's only opened to students of form 1, 2 and 4 since form 3 and 5 students are getting near to their big examination so they shouldn't be bothered with this activity (work hard guys!)

Today is the day. The day i take part in netball as WD(i don't even know what WD is) in first game but end up being the 'scoreboard girl', they say. Whatever it is. I enjoy doing my job though. *clap hands*

No matter how much i try, i know i will not be able to play sports well. Sport is really not my forte. I just have to accept the fact.

Anyway, congratulations 4AA. You all made it! i swear you guys are super amazing in my eyes. No one can beat you all!

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Afraid or what?

Dear my blog,

Sorry for not keeping in touch with you for such a long time. You know, i really really miss to blog.. *shed tears*

My third examination has just ended last Monday. Examination has always haunted me. Sigh. It's not really an examination, it's more like a test actually. Eventhough it is just Sumatif 3 Test, i worked hard as i think i'll lose nothing if i just giving my best. Instead i would feel regret if i don't work hard. At least, that's what i think.

I stucked in some papers but i think it's okay. I keep telling myself, "it's not the final exam, you should be feeling fine about this" . Crap. It doesn't work. I still feel worry about it. I may look fine but deep down anxiety conquers me. My feelings are all mixed up. My heart keep saying, "only if..." *cry*

I won't be fine until all the papers are in my hands! Be it good or bad, i will accept it.

Till then, bye!

Friday, July 5, 2013

The Winner

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

I'm back! Im so busy these days. Been having a lot of things to do. Past Wednesday and Thursday were Cocurriculum Day so i helped my teachers for our club, Kelab Pengguna. It is sad to say but the big day was not merrier than before this. Everyone says the same thing. On Wednesday, i assume i was at school from 7 am until 5.30 pm. Just imagine, i was at school for 10 hours! I decided to not going to the school on Thursday. I just dont want to go. So, yesterday i just at home, doing nothing. It is boringggg too! *sigh*

Oh yes, our drama team should be performing at school on Wednesday's evening. Because of some reasons, we couldnt make it. Of course i felt angry for this but i cant do nothing either. So, im apologized...

Hey, our drama team is the winner! The title of the drama is Gingerbread Girl. I am the Kid and Cop 3 in the drama. :D Yeah, we were Naib Johan but actually we were supposed to be Johan. Nevermind. For me, we are still The Winner! Yeay! A big appreciation to everyone who worked so hard and especially the teachers, Teacher Anidah, Teacher Normaliati, Teacher Nora and Teacher Norita. :)

Thursday, May 30, 2013

A Memory To Remember

Hari Sabtu, 25 Mei lepas, pelajar sekolah aku dalam 31 org termasuk aku pergi ke UMT(Universiti Malaysia Terengganu). Alah, universiti tu dekat je dgn sekolah aku. Jalan kaki pun sampai. Serius. Kitorang pergi sana sebab ada program yg dianjurkan oleh pelajar yg ambil bidang kaunseling. Alamak dah lupa apa nama program tu. Program tu mula dlm pukul 9 pagi hingga pukul 3 lebih.

Sejujurnyalah, aku agak malas nak pergi ke program tu. Lebih2 lagi berkaitan bidang kaunseling ni. Diorang nak bg ceramah kat kitorang dari pukul 9 sampai 3 petang ke apa? Hoh. Aku memang, suka sangat fikir negatif. Kenyataannya, anggapan aku tu salah.

Sampai kat sana, kitorang masuk dalam dewan kuliah diorang. Ramai jugak ahli mereka terlibat. Hampir sama ramainya dgn pelajar sekolah aku. Mungkin. Selepas diorang perkenalkan diri masing2 sbg fasi, buat warm up sikit mcm senaman si Tommy, pastu diorang letak gula2 kat depan, satu kelompok untuk lelaki dan satu kelompok lagi untuk perempuan. Dalam pada fasi tu cakap, "tak payah berebut, semua orang dapat", diorang tetap jugak berebut. Okey, aku dikecualikan. Aku ambil gula2 mentos kaler ungu. Lepastu, kitorang kena cari orang yg ada gula2 sama dgn kita dan duduk dlm satu kumpulan. Mula2 rasa untung jugak sebab sekumpulan dgn kawan aku. Lepastu fasi tu suruh aku pergi kumpulan sebelah sebab kumpulan aku 6 org, sepatutnya 5 org je. Dalam kumpulan tu, takde pun yang segeng dgn aku. Sedih okey.

Kumpulan aku terdiri drpd Alif dan Kak Ayyad(form 6) dan Nini, Sofwan dan aku(form 4). Walau bagaimanapun, aku bersyukur masuk kumpulan ni. Walaupun aku tak sekelas dgn Nini, tapi dia baik dgn aku. Fasi2 kumpulan kami ialah Kak Noor dan Abang Jijan. Diorang sangat best, sempoi dan sporting. Diorang layan aku mcm adik sendiri. Diorang semua asal Terengganu, jd kami tak payah susah2 ckp bandar, kami saling cakak teganu je.

Aku rasa untung sangat masuk kumpulan ni. Ahli kumpulan tak sombong dan fasi2 pun layan kitorang dgn baik. Fasi2 byk bg nasihat dekat kitorang. Aku ingat lagi, diorang ada tanya aku, apa cita2 aku dan aku jawab,
"cikgu je"
"cikgu je?"
"bakpe nak jadi cikgu?"
"sbb saya rasa jadi cikgu senang dan sesuai untuk saya"
"cikgu apa?"
"cikgu je apa2 pun. Asalkan cikgu"
:p

Kak Noor sempat cakap dekat aku, "jadilah cikgu kaunseling" , aku cepat2 cakap taknak. Haha. Dan aku juga 'dipaksa' untuk bercakap dekat depan tentang apa yang aku dapat drpd program tu. Note that: dipaksa. Haha. Abang Jijan yang paksa T_T. Walau seribu kali tolak pun, dia tetap nak aku jugak yang cakap dekat depan. Aku pun pergi jelah depan, ambik mikrofon dan cakap. Apa yang mengejutkan aku ialah aku langsung tak berdebar pun cakap kat depan. Aku dapat cakap mcm biasa. Yelah, aku ni tak biasa sgt cakap kat depan orang ramai dan mudah rasa takut. Mungkin sebab tahap keyakinan aku yg terlalu rendah. Dan aku rasa aku boleh cakap dgn baik bila sampai masanya aku jd emcee nanti. Insyaallah. :)

Kak Noor dan Abang Jijan, you both gave me 'something' to remember :')

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Unbreakable

It's May already. Phew. There are too many things to do, to be done. I am super busy. Honestly, im extremely busy with school stuff. My life is dull, no colours. I'm physically exhausted. Will be having mid-year examination around next week. Will be having english drama competition next month.. Here you go, Ain!

But no. Im not going to give up. Im not going to stop doing things I do right now. There's nothing that can break me. Not even you.

Friday, March 22, 2013

A Precious Moment

Assalamualaikum,
Hey, I'm back!~ :)
I just had the camp finished. just arrived at home this morning, around 12 p.m. Feeling a bit tired but it's fun! Hey, let me describe the camp in one word : AWESOME

Spending my time with friends is really worth it. I can say that I'm not regret at all for joining the camp. I learn a lot of things there and I think, i am more matured than before. Matured in a different way, of course. for the first time in my life, I had to brave the cave. crawling in the dark and small cave really gives me an excitement and nervousness at the same time! and for the first time ever, I kayak with my best friend! Eventhough it was my second time to kayak, but it didn't feel the same as my first time. My first time kayak was HORRIBLE. I love that feeling when I kayak for the second time and to top it all, i kayak with my best  friend ;) I swear, it's going to be a moment that i will remember for ever!

The future camp vacation : Langkawi 

:D

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Boulevard of my dreams

Dear so old fashioned blog,

I have so many stories to tell. I don't know from where should i start. The exam week is already over, yes im so relieved that finally it's over. But... the mid year examination is waiting up next! Hmm, in my previous diary, i said that i take part in pantun, right? We lose. We lose to them. It's alright. I don't expect to win either. well, we have to fail in order to succeed. Am i right? but i swear, i DON'T WANT to take part in pantun anymore next year! *screaming*

I have been so busy these past two weeks. having a continous preparation for pantun and having an examination in the same week! That's it. a really challenging phase to me. But still, no matter what's going on in my life, im still going to draw a smile in my face. Life will never stop giving you a test. it's up to you how to face it anyway.

And for next week, im going for a leader camp at somewhere. hehe. although it's not really far from my house but at least it is not in school :D

i better log out now. im going to do my hobby, that is studying EATING!
XOXO

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Hope and Faith

Pheww. February has been so 'kind' to me. Since now I am the student of form 4, I try to not too stress over school stuffs. I mean, the homework. I keep telling myself, I have to be active this year. At least, enter one competition would be enough for me. At least.

So, for now, I take part in two competitions. They are Forum Remaja and Pantun. As for Forum Remaja, im just the reserve one along with my friend. But for Pantun, I am officially take part in it. Speaking of Pantun, I have never entered this kind of competition. I have no idea how it is going to be like. Im just, wanna have some experiences. Im just too pasive before this so why not I take this chance, right? Well, opportunity only knocks once. I might not have this chance in the future.

And for next week, I will have an examination. Not the real examination actually. Just consider it as an introduction for form 4 students. Hey, good luck for me!

Friday, February 15, 2013

Happy Birthday

I know we haven't seen each other for a long time
As the time flies, you might forget me here
You might love me less or to make it worse, you might not love me at all now
I'm sorry for rarely keeping in touch with you
But I just want you to know
That I love you
For being the first person to call me Cu Ain
For being my first niece
I'm so glad to see you now growing healthier
Be a good kakak to your little sister
I will always love you
No matter what happens,
No matter how far the distance could be between you and me
You will always be my sweetheart
Happy Birthday Farah Hannah


Sunday, February 10, 2013

Broken Art

Never thought Pendidikan Seni would be 1 of 10 subjects that I have to learn this year. I don't get it why that subject is in Pure Science package. I almost change my mind to change the class. No. It's not that I hate that subject. I just don't like it that much. I know my capability. I'm not really good at drawing. I'm so jealous with those who good at drawing. They are lucky. It makes me sad sometimes, thinking what will happen to me in future and thinking how my SPM result will be.. 

By hook or by crook, I have to be a good artist. 
 
Thanks to my sister and her husband for being my saviour. 

maaf cikgu, Ini je yang saya mampu buat 

Friday, February 8, 2013

A Beginning

Who expects I would still be here
I'm not going anywhere
Though sometimes I feel like I want to escape from everybody
Though sometimes I just want to forget everything
But yes, I cannot deny that this place is amazing
It taught me so many things
It gave me so many things to remember

Yeah, it is just another new beginning of my life.
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