Wander, Wonder

Saturday, September 21, 2019

Of Research and Sleepy

Hi uolss.

Now it’s 2.09 a.m and i still don’t sleep. Just did some reading for my research.. jgn tertipu. Aku start baca pun dah pukul 10.30 p.m. Punyalah malas tahap gaban. Tetiba mood rajin datang, haa teruslah bukak laptop sup sap sup sapp baca itu ini. Tengok jam pukul 12 dan2 rasa mengantuk🙄. Then i decided to stop and continue tomorrow heheheee. But i still could not sleep. Perhaps because i sleep in the evening😞

Right now, i’m currently in my final year (semester 7) and soon will graduate! Yeayyy! But.. please get your research done okay 😫😫 speaking about research.. satu habuk progress pun takde lg.. to make it worst, i have to start a new over. Takut sgt rasa.. seriously i wanna cry:((

You can’t graduate without your thesis, thats one thing for sure.. so no matter, i have to get it done and graduate successfully. Ya Allah, engkau mudahkanlah urusanku dalam menyiapkan tesisku. Amin.

Monday, December 11, 2017

It’s Okay to Hate Me

It’s okay to hate me - after all the things i have done. How weird is that, even when we are not keeping in touch, i still remember the moments? Just when i saw your name, it brings me back to the time when we were ‘not strangers’. Just when i see your face, or when i know you are going to appear or even when somebody says your name, i can feel my heart racing. I’m so sorry.. i think that just maybe, it’s not friendship that i feel for you.. maybe it was something else that i could not figure it out.

I have never disliked you nor hated you..
maybe, you and me, met at the wrong time.
Maybe, really, we met for only a temporary time.
I’m so sorry.

Sorry, Yeop.

Sunday, September 17, 2017

Someone turns 20!

Yesterday was not only Malaysia Day, yesterday was also my roommate birthday. Hehe. Happy Birthday Atiekah! I wish that all your dreams come true and may you dream man will be real. I really hope that you will be together with him in the future and forever until Jannah because I know how much you love him! Haha.

Again, Happy 20th Birthday girl! I love you XOXO

Only Two of Us

That's why we said never left us both! See, we were hanging out in the Giant.. just because. Haha.

Can't stay in the hostel, it made us sick especially in the weekend. We need some fresh air and that's explain why we were there haha.

You

Us happy to see foodsss

Thank you Ain for such a 'productive' weekend. Hope to see more after this XD

Saturday, October 8, 2016

These Two

Hello! It's been a long time I have been away. Now I come back with a new start and lots of stories to be told. Don't know how to begin, really.

Anyway, since today is Saturday, meaning it's weekend and my friends tell me they want to go out so I just "yessss I want to join you!" Hehe :D

I hang out with these two. Aliya and Ain who have never failed to make me laugh until my stomach hurts. They always have something funny, random and interesting to share. And I love to listen to them. Hehe

Thank you Allah for blessing me with these two kind of friends. They are hard to find, much probably ones in a billion in this world. Thank you for being my friends until now!

Xoxo

Monday, May 9, 2016

Happy Mother's Day

I was sitting on my bed when all of a sudden, the thoughts of my mom came across my mind. I felt like we haven't talked to each other for a while. The last time we were on the phone was last week, as far as i could remember. At that time, I remembered that yesterday was Happy Mother's Day so at least i should call her to wish her Happy Mother's Day, Cik! I felt so happy and was very grateful that i called her just to wish it. :') i know, this daughter of yours has never done it before(wishing you Happy Mother's Day) because i am a shy shy person~~(stiil and always?)~~ But that doesn't mean I don't love you..

I miss you, Cik. I miss you so much. I love you. There's nothing in this world that could replace you. For all the things you have done to me.. my love for you will stay the same and I truly pray that Allah swt will grant you Jannah, Cik.

Saturday, January 30, 2016

Giving in

There comes a day where everything goes wrong. You can't see your faults or maybe their faults. People don't treat you the way you treat them. You keep thinking to yourself, did I do something wrong to them but it seems like you can't find the answer. At this moment, you feel nothing but frustrated. But if I were in this kind of situation, i will find somebody to express my feelings because we need somebody to lean on. If i can't get somebody's shoulder to lean on, having ears that are ready to hear my words are more than enough.

"Don't worry. It's going to be okay."
"I know you are strong enough to face it. Don't be too weak."
"Giving in.. you need to do that to someone you love."

The last words are words that would change me totally. Giving in. I'm trying to give in not because I'm weak, it's because I care.